Inconfidence

There are many disappointments in my life.

I was dreamed of being someone who inspiring, convincing

Somehow

Just find excuses to exit these thoughts,
said that there aren't such people I would want to inspire or convince.

Eventually,
it's not that they don't exist,
it's because I'm one of the kind.

Needed to be inspired, convinced.

While I'm just finding excuses not to be inspired, to be convinced.

Telling myself that I don't need these,
but I'm not doing these.

Who don't go for a breakthrough.

How pathetic,
the inconfidence.