谢谢你

其实这算是个总结吧！
对某个事务的总结，
对某个关系的总结，
对某个启发的总结。

谢谢你：
-让我知道其实我每天都浪费很多时间；
-让我尝试最佳状况办事的效率；
-让我下定决心消除储存短讯的习惯（毕竟作清理时也麻烦）；
-让我下定决心放下上一段没结果的关系；
-让我的=.= 变成=.=";
-让我知道我说话是那么的容易得让人误解；
-让我知道做领导者语气是很重要的；
-让我懂得做一件事是不分时候，想做就做；
-让我尝试很多很愚蠢的事；
-让我明白有时心理的心情跟脸上的表情是可以不像称的；
-让我明白每个人都不完美；
-让我明白其实我还有很多机会；
-让我明白很多事是不能勉强的；
-让我明白很多东西都可以是巧合的；
-让我知道其实对别人好事要一视同仁；
-让我有了为自己写小说的念头；
-让我知道我身边还有很多人关心我；
-让我启发“逼不喜欢吃姜的人吃姜是痛苦的事”这道理；
-让我明白关心不能太多；
-让我明白还有很多方法令自己开心些；
-让我再次明白世道是混浊的；
-让我知道有些人为何不值得同情；
-让我回想起人生有很多遗憾；
-让我知道…………

哈哈，
是不晓得该写什么还是太多了不想写……
其实是不是真得在谢谢你呢？

是啦，
不是在骂啦…… ^^

只是想起我之前之所以放手是因为又与某人失去联络了一段日子，
而那一次就是成为了我放手的理由。

作为谢礼，
我特此这篇文。

作为重提的理由，
因为我决定放手了！^^

没关系，
没有觉得难过，
感触当然有啦，
不过也明白你有你忙，
你有你寻找快乐的办法。

无聊的话就到此为止了，
不管以后的路怎样，
我想你答应我三件事：
-要乐观
-要快乐
-要惜福

祝：安好！:')

还是有个疑惑，
你是否看见这（与这片文）呢？
玮……？ 哈哈 :)

*真的放手了…… =.="

牵挂

很多时候说了很多东西，
会接受的人不多，
不能接受的人却很多……

有时会很生气，
是我没用？
没说服力？
还是自己的语气显得一点自信都没有？

曾经想过“不问俗事”，
嗯，
是很多次了，
但每次都是心软了……

刚刚特此的上文，
其实是因在无意中看见朋友很久以前（其实是去年罢了）的博客时，
突然有些感触……

致那博克的主人：
“是因为你在里面偷偷写我所以不让我知道？=.=" ”
-你说“是”（好像）。
不过最终发现，
果然跟我预想的一样，是被火了……
（当然也没有生气的意思，但希望你记得我曾经对你问过这问题…… =_="）

写了很多关于……（还是不想去透露，自己去明白吧……）
得出的结论是：
“为什么有些人就是不懂得放手？！”

其实我也猜到没人会对我写的东西感兴趣，
毕竟人是不容易改变的，
况且我也曾经不懂得放手，
也曾经试过自己将所发的天真梦当成是真，
那种感觉多多少少还是会明白……

不过，
现实终归是现实，
人是不可能活在虚幻的梦当中，
一旦被迷惑了，
就麻烦了……

时候不早，
为什么我还是要继续写这种东西呢？
因为我发现其实我对较年幼的同学、朋友、写博客的朋友或者[_ _ _ _ _ _ _]，
还是有一定的牵挂……

年轻人及朋友们，
“逆境自强”吧！

后记：
16日上午11左右，
梦见你感谢我的关怀，
很久没试过被真诚的感谢了，
说起来，
其实很久也没有正正式式的谈过天了，
可能现在各有各忙（虽然我闲得很），
而之前又发生点事造成这遗憾吧！
不过醒来又是一场梦，
还是一样的冷淡了……
算了吧，
慢慢来吧！

*哦，要问我“你”是谁吗？
哈哈，是朋友啦……
对吧？朋友？ :)

"I don't want to be told to grow up!"

Ha!
I think everyone had dream of never grow up,
don't get me wrong,
I'm agree with this.

When you grown up,
that means you are able to accept the fate.

When you chose a path,
there's no turning back,
either you struggle or you regret.

Sad huh?

Same thing applies to when you lose something...
Some opportunity, and even SOMEONE!

Have you ever dream of "you ain't losing anything precious to you" ?
-Please, don't do let yourself to be in the dream.
It will hurt you badly. That's an illusion! Don't make yourself a FOOL!!!

Lenz's law:
-The magnetic field will reject anything which push towards the field.
Conversely, it will attract anything which pulls away from the field.

都知道不可能阻止了，与其大家都痛苦，不如放手一了百了……

*While you gain it back accidentally that will be another case.
But note that only has a minor chance.*

Live with it,
not just for your future,
for your lifestyle too.

"I don't want to be told to grow up!"
-Okay,
but please,
stay awake..
Don't let the illusion corrupts you.
Best wish for the Lost Persons.

Freaked out.

It had been awhile that I didn't update this blog.
One of the reason would be I don't feel like to update it x_x...
By the way,
I have already undergo this so-called "after graduated" life for roughly 3 months,
and these time I couldn't get out from the computer, television, even outing also nothing that special,
you know what I meant.
And also have prepare for my CUTE(Curtin University Test of English)..
*I was unable to qualify their requirement of English as...
They don't accept UEC English and I got bad in my 1119 English..*
Parents couldn't stop nagging for what I'm doing,
"I know, I know! I KNOW!!!!!",
I had already speak this for myself hundred times every time they did that...
I know they had their point,
but the way they nagged,
is really arousing my feeling,
it just like I were a bloody spoiled brad who couldn't do anything great!
GREAT!

There are another problem I faced recently,
that is I spend too much time in the night and sleep during the day,
it isn't a good sign I know.
I have tried to reverse it for 3 days but still,
I couldn't manage to do that...
Guess it is still a long way to go... =\

Last night,
I think that was my worst night ever,
I have watched something that I shouldn't watch,
not really a horror movie,
just scenes in youtube which could made me excite..
Gosh,
I couldn't imagine how it influence my thinking,
it's worst than I thought...

Let me ask you,
"Had you ever do an action repeatedly every alternate days?(Time without doing it: 0 to 10 days)"
Sounds scary huh?
When I had already promise myself not to do that again,
the scenes I watched last night made it happened again,
and I done that today either.

That's the horror inside me all the time,
but last night I had found out that:
-Not only I enjoy those scenes.
-These people think that is funny.

For me,
that's cause crime.

*How could I get excited when I watched these crime scenes? Please help, YOU WOULD FIND MYSELF FREAKED OUT WHEN THIS GOES ON!!!! :'(