Planning something... Naughty(?)

Decided to release after exam...
But will I?

If I will,
how?

I was having a mind-mapping some days ago,
but will that go too far?

Too far...
That really really has no return...

Hmm...
.............

I have another thought,
I might be dull in all times,
but I will be very naughty in some situation...

............

Doesn't matter,
plan will go on after exam anyways...

*Phew, helps might be needed :X

D-days: 8 days

"I'm just a kid" - Simple Plan

A Failure

Last night,
I asked a very sensitive question to a person which I was actually just asked for fun...
When the person answered that,
I said that was just a game...

I tried,
I tried to play it cool...
But I can't...
I can't make myself a fool...
My feeling wouldn't lie,
that was so true like it was real...
And it hadn't gone until now...

It feels like being straited,
or that's only what I think...
It feels like a blade cuts through me,
although I was just trying to play with it...
And what now?
Just feel of sorrow...

"I'm just a kid",
yes,
I couldn't get things going better,
just get things worse...
Couldn't express,
couldn't speak...

I'm just different,
it isn't the matter that the others don't fit me,
just I don't fit anybody...
Cuz' I'm just a failure.

**I wonder what the fuck is wrong with me?